
"Let's talk until morning," Utako whispered, "But I don't want to talk about some things, okay?"
Jiro put his arm around her and drew her closer to him.
"Are you able to sleep well these days?"
"Oh, I'm always so exhausted...hold me the way you used to," Utako said, lying very still.
"Hmm - how was that?" Jiro felt slightly at a loss.
Utako smiled. "I can't believe it - you've forgotten, haven't you?"
"And you used to be so quiet."
"Of course. I didn't know anything then."
Jiro closed his eyes, trying to call up the images of Tokyo's streets burning in an air raid. He remembered the broken corpses. This was the method he used to keep his desires in check.
So much is communicated in this little scene from the story: pain of loss, aging, memory, desire, war, guilt.
Other stories stay with me, as well: "Silence," about a writer who loses his voice and ability to write after a stroke and the pain his daughter goes through in sacrificing her life to take care of him. In "Row of Trees," a family falls apart while oddly focused on the fact that the leaves on the trees outside their house are falling off in a bizarre, seemingly inexplicable way.
Kawabata was Japan's first Nobel Prize-winning writer (in 1968) and the introduction to the collection here (by Emmerich) traces the difficulties he faced once he became so enormously successful. Oddly, the theme of the silence of the writer surfaces strongly in this collection, one of Kawabata's last before success truly would silence him. He died, of suicide, in 1972, four years after his Nobel win and two years after his most famous protege, Yukio Mishima, committed suicide himself in a spectacular and quite public coup attempt (beautifully chronicled in Mishima, by Marguerite Yourcenar).
Yasunari Kawabata, 1940s